Just when you thought na okay na lahat, well, na wala ka nang nararamdaman. Sabi mo pa nga “totally over” ka na, kasi nabasa mo sa kung saan, “You’ve moved on when you start not to look at his facebook profile” which is true -na hindi ka na tumitingin. But sorry, not for long, kasi kanina lang, you found yourself scrolling over his timeline again. At shit, parang bumisita ka lang sa Heartache Avenue. Every scroll, every post, every picture, with or without her iba yung hollowness na effect, ‘di ka naman kulang sa oxygen at wala ka namang sakit sa baga para mahirapan sa paghinga. You look up dahil baka sakaling hindi tumulo yung ulan. Naghanap ka ng kaibigan na dadamay sa’yo kasi pag ‘di mo nasabi sa iba, feeling mo sasabog ka na. But naisip mo, “Wag na, kasi paulit-ulit na lang ako. Kung ako nga nagsasawa na, yung iba pa kaya.”

You just can’t stop thinking eh. What’s the problem? Ano ba kasing meron? Wala! Yun yung problema, walang meron. Finally, every freaking time na wasted ka kasama mo tropa mo, achievement na hindi ka nagkaka-urge to call him ‘di ba? Even text him? Ang mahirap kasi, you want to forget but at the same time, you’re afraid to lose the awesome memories. Pero gago kasi, alam ko hindi ka magaling sa math pero it’s not that hard to count. Count the things na naging masaya ka dahil sa kanya at yung moments na naging malungkot ka kakaisip sa kanya. Idk, siguro you really are not capable of moving on. Well screw that motherf*cker and my love for that bastard. -_-

Posted on 31 August, 2014

I Don’t Wanna Build A Snowman

#DefineKaibigan. Nakita ko lang sa twitter trending topics ‘yan. Haha!

Shit lang kapag may malandi kang kaibigan.

Posted on 11 April, 2014

Masakit yung makarinig ka ng salitang ayaw mong madinig galing sa taong mahal mo. Pero masakit din pala yung hindi mo marinig sa kanya yung mga salita na gusto mong sabihin nya para sayo.

Posted on 4 February, 2014

Perfectly Matched Atoms

January 7, 2014-Tuesday
I think I just found mine. I’m on my way home from school, just got off from the train station to ride a jeep. I was the first one to get inside and I immediately paid my fare then I proceed to the back-most part of the jeep. Then another student rides, sat across my seat. Then a woman, then another man.

I was looking outside when this guy put his things on the jeep, sabi ko pa sa sarili ko “Mabigat siguro” kasi tiningnan nya yung kamay nya and medyo red na. So I helped him para i-push yung gamit nya inside the jeep so he could ride na. I was the only one that helped him. He said, “Salamat” to me. That’s when I turned to see his face and poof (charot hahaha) ang cute nya. Description? 85% my type, tall, not so dark, not so white, skinny, thick eyebrows, thin lips, pointy nose, and the eyes waaah! I was looking at him for the whole ride, only stopping when he’s looking at me. I was smiling too for the whole ride and looking past the window so hindi ako mukhang tanga. I know nakatingin din sya nun, tapos pumara na ko. Bad thing is, I don’t even know his name. Good thing is, I know may chance pa ulit kami magkasabay dahil taga BByan lang sya or somewhere here. =)

Posted on 7 January, 2014

"Like Finnick, I’ve only loved one woman."

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Sam Claflin on his similarities to Finnick Odair

Oh kay sakit namang isipin na…</3

Posted on 30 November, 2013
Reblogged from a-ballad-for-annie